sLap mE

After i finish my six month industry training in Alor Star, what i thinking about is going back Muar to take a rest before i go for another one month intensive course (CIBEC Programme) in Taiping. Wow... so relax! Now already one month i just sitting at home. There are many of my friends have start enjoy their working life. I'm one of the minority that still under group which i call JLS(Jobless). haha

I feel lazy to do everything, even go helping my mom at shop (Badminton Court Cafe). maybe it just one of my reason to hide from those gossip people. Haiz... really disgusting! i still remember the experience that i get from my working life at my mom's shop. There are a lot of people that keep given me pressure, this is one of the conversation between me and one customer. Mr Goh: hey girl u finish study le? then i answer: ya, just finish practical, waiting my convocation. Mr Goh: So get the job? when you start working? then i say: haven get job, want to relax first. Mr Goh: hah! u still unemployed a? oh ya financial crisis, never mine la! u still have your mom. if you can't find the job, you can help your mom...blar blar blar . oh my god, this is not mean concern it is satire! you can find out after a week, i almost lose all confident and feel stress when going to my mom's shop. so at the end, i discuss with my mom and hope she can let me stay at home, and i promise her i won't just sit at home and do nothing. so i become a housekeeper!

Maybe you will surprise, what actually i doing at home after finish my housework. stare blankly at home? yep, sometime. but most of time i will get myself some work. i preparing my resume and sort out my university project for interview use. In once coincidence, i get my first part time job which is helping one beauty parlor to create a friendster profile. yep...very simple job what i need to do is just create a new profile for the company, edit and upload the picture and add friendster background..so yippy i get another income!

Sometime i really don't know who am i, and feel mentally ballast! i never had that kind of feeling before. it is because the time for me to move to another stage? what should i do, to get rid of this feeling? can somebody tell me? i think i need someone to slap my face, so i can keep a clear head.